Monday, May 13, 2013

What Shall We Do With Our Gift?

When I hear stories of our fellow cancer families and their suffering, I am always wondering "why?"  Why is Carson healed at this particular time and what would God have us to do with this gift?

Below is a post from another family we came to know through mutual friends and the clinic.   Please read it all the way to the end and add the Waters family to your prayers.

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This has been a hard week for us.  Last Friday we visited our sweet oncologist here in Virginia for the first time since returning from Texas, and she was pretty blunt.  She said that it will be very hard to cure Samuel and that most people in his situation die.  These words were hard to receive.  I had hoped she would affirm how positive it was that the cancer was not in his organs, etc, that it was still "just" in his soft tissue.  Instead, she said that since we know it  has travelled in his bloodstream the prognosis is bad.  So, science does not offer much hope to us.   

What this has done though, is to pull back the veil and reveal the reality that we all live under, whether we know it or not.  Our only hope is in Christ.  For these last two years I have known this.  I told our doctor that the God who made Samuel and loves him will cure Samuel, and he will use her and the medicine to do so, or he may cure him some other way. This week we have grown ever more hopeful and certain of this.  

On Sunday, Jim organized a time of healing prayer for Samuel after our church service in the balcony.  25 - 30 people read scripture and laid hands on Samuel to pray for his healing.  Our priest Nicholas anointed Samuel's head and hands. It was one of those moments when heaven opens and the angels ascend and descend.   We read passages starting in Genesis and going through to Acts, affirming many truths.  Among them:
  • We are made in God's image
  • Sin/evil came into the world and broke our relationship with God; we now live in a "fallen" world
  • Christ was sent to us to redeem us and all creation
  • For those who belong to Him (those who receive Him/believe in HIm), He gives an abundant life
  • Christ taught us to love God and each other; He showed us how to be his hands and feet here on earth
  • When Christ left, he gave us the Spirit so we could carry on His work in His name; teaching, preaching, loving, healing, redeeming. Glorifying God. 
We believe that Christ is healing Samuel. 

Please join us in praying for Samuel -- we ask that you pray in the name of Christ.  

Here is a verse from Zephaniah that I keep saying --
Zephaniah 3:17(NIV) The LORD your God is with you, he is mighty to save. He will take great delight in you, he will quiet you with his love, he will rejoice over you with singing.

Last Sunday I was walking on the bike path and kept saying out loud, "He is mighty to save, mighty to save."  I was walking along saying this, and this cute little boy, probably not long off his training wheels, rose up beside me on the parallel gravel path, elevated above the bike path.  He said "look mom, look at me."  What a cutie.  Then his dad and mom passed me, and I recognized them from the clinic.  This is the boy we met who has been healed of leukemia.   Yes, our God is mighty to save.  
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It was no coincidence that we rode by our friend that day on the bike trail.  What would God have us do with this gift of healing and health?  Provide hope at a crucial moment to a family in crisis?  Simply by living life with joy?   That's what He would have us do on that day.  May He continue to use us for His good in any way He sees fit!
-Jennifer 

Wednesday, May 8, 2013

The List We Took For Granted

Everyone has a list of things they'd like to do.  Before Carson's illness, we were in the habit of making our family list and assuming that we'd get it done, almost like we were somehow entitled to its completion....that we would do that particular thing, and then get on with the next thing, and so on and so on.

Great Wolf Lodge was on our list.  Wouldn't it be fun to go there when Carson got his swimming down?  He was in swim lessons, so I was sure we could get to it sometime that fall of 2009.

We never did get there that fall.  We didn't get there for the next three years, my little list that I wanted to check off didn't seem so important while sitting in a hospital room praying for God to spare my child.

I might LIKE to do all I had planned with my family; but it is through God's grace that I get to do it.

Enter Great Wolf Lodge, April 2013.

I thought, "Maybe we could go there for Spring Break?" "Maybe it is our time to go there?" " Mr. is off treatment now and what would that be like? - to travel with 1/3 less medicines than usual?"  (Still gotta bring my meds and Francesca's....)

We got there.  Carson loved it.  Watching him splash around, attempt the "scary" water slides he never would have tried three years earlier, made me stop and thank God one more time for these continued moments of happiness.  I even thanked God when Carson fell off the mat and got scraped up like a NORMAL boy. 

"Thank you so much God that Carson shut the water slide down with his "accident" and then said "I'm OK, let's go on that slide again!"

Make your plans, let God take you there according to HIS timing...........


No fighting right now, just fun.......


Relaxing in the Wolf Den....they must be related some how.....
-Jennifer